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I’m not ashamed to be a “bad father” My name is Viktor, I’m 45. I’m from Brasov, but I’m living in Ireland already 12 years now, in a quiet place not far from Dublin. My wife Elena and our kids Camelia and Cristian are everything I have.. I work in Amazon warehouse. Every morning same thing: wake up at 5, bus through the small rain, and at 6 I’m already in the cold big hangar. Drafts everywhere, heavy boxes, the line never stopping, scanner beeping all the time. In the evening when I come home, I have no power at all. I only want silence. Elena always makes dinner - rice, potatoes, soup, a bit of chicken. Kids do homework in the living room. We eat almost without talking. I try to smile, but in my head only one thing: end of month again - rent, bills, payments… and the card almost empty. I always wanted to give kids more - better toys, nice clothes, bring them somewhere. But most times I must choose between need and want. And one day I noticed Cristian stopped asking for anything. I thought he just got older. But no. Few days before his birthday we went in a shop. He looked at toys, shirts, phones… but quiet. I asked: "Son, you really don’t want anything?” He smiled a bit and said: “It’s ok, dad… I know money is hard now.” This hit me harder than any pain after shift. That night when all slept, I sat in kitchen and cried. A child shouldn’t think like that. Few days later, on work break, I was scrolling phone. Some bright ad popped up - spinning wheels, coins, lights. I smiled: “Another scam for desperate people.” Older Romanian guy who also works in Amazon heard me and said: “Viktor, I took out £500 from this last week. Look.” He showed bank message. I didn’t believe… but the thought stayed. That evening when all slept at home, I tried. On card was £23.80. I put £20 - just to check. First spin - nothing. Second - nothing. Third - bang: £34. I pressed “Withdraw”. After few minutes the money came. I was sitting looking at phone like crazy 😳 Checked ten
